Why she always the perfect one? Why m always the one who is not perfect? Why everything blame me? Doesn't everyone has their own right? Why she like to compare me and her? Why i always the wrong one? I have been trying very hard, really really very hard le. What else she want me to do? Everything that i have tried, she doesn't even know. Den why she keep saying that i have never try. I SERIOUSLY TRY VERY HARD LE! Just that she never try to see it. Does appearance really matter? I know m FAT, m trying to control my diet. Every words that come out from her mouth hurts me a lot! This is because she is my mom! ONLY MOM! Why she can't understand me? YOU ARE MY MOM, WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND ME? WHY WHY WHY? I know u tell me all those things because you love me, but it's still hurt me. Just that you doesn't know only. I guess no one will know what i feel now. Tears keep coming down my cheeks, why my tears keep coming out? Haix~ feel so down, in Cambodia i doesn't have friends to talk to. >< i MISS my friends and my jie! Hope that they were by my side! Even though mom always use my jie to compare with me, i still love my jie a lot. She can understand what i'm feeling now. T_T